Revisit Past Dramas
Square One10/4/2017 Yes, after almost three years I am officially back to where I started many moons ago. So much has changed, and a lot more that stayed constant. So many memories that will now remain as memories. Days have gone by, some so mundane I can't even remember where they went. Even hard days are a thing of the past I couldn't even recall why I had such a hard time before. Most importantly, I still feel like the old me.
I guess one really goes through it. One day you think you know you can do anything, or nobody can stop you. The next day, you stop and look around if where you are is all there is to see. It's scary and confusing when you look at it on all sides. You either are so comfortable on your own little world you hesitate to step out, or you just didn't want to start all over again because you've been blinded by all the hard work you put on. There might also be times where, you think you are over thinking. I did have hard time deciding of course, so many factors to think about. So many voices all too eager to guide me, tell me which path I should take, remind me other consequences they do not know I'm willing to go through. In the end of course, I won. That is to say. I was the one who decided on my path. Not based on what others thought I should do, but based on what I wanted to do. This is my life I'm living, and this is how I decide. It is based on what I want to do, and what I want to learn more in life. I stood up for whatever I believe my life should be led, and so far others have been telling me it was a good decision. I did not need anyone's confirmation if I did the right thing, but out course, the validation felt good. If the day should come that I would be encountering consequences, then I'll still be standing by my decision patiently waiting for my time.
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