Revisit Past Dramas
orson's Farm8/26/2014 And so it ends. The story that started sometime ago like a dream has reached its finale. I for one, never imagined that this will be its ending. I can only deny that it was coming so I tried to better things. Hardships were endured but they were endured for a reason, to keep us together. Just when I thought that I was doing a very good job, he dropped the bomb on me. Sure he mentioned the reason why he was dropping me like a hot pancake, but somehow it didn't make any sense. Sure he said that he has eyes for another girl and now that is all I see which is the most probable reason why I suddenly feel like i'm nothing to this world.
It make look like i'm getting too dramatic but this experience has helped me see that i do not have an emotional range of a teaspoon. Who would have thought that I am capable of surviving one wave of the emotional roller coaster ride of a normal human being? I for one thought that I don't have enough hormones in my body let alone be controlled by those said hormones. I would have loved to fight for my rightful place in his heart. I would gladly do it, seeing him fight for me before when I was the weak one. But, since he has found another all I could do right now is watch from a distance and try to move on alone.
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